This is the second night I've stayed up staring at the screen and lacking any clear and concise thought to write.
I woke up at 5 this morning and the moon was setting just as a youthful sun broke the horizon... the moon was full and golden, a spot of orange on a turquoise sky. It was one of those moments where I was unsure if I had awaken or not....... so I didn't get out of bed for the next 7 hours... lol
My parents are out of town and its a strange feeling to be somewhat alone in the house. I've seen Carrie often though. We went to a movie the other day and made pies earlier tonight while I drank many margaritas... :P
I feel a little distant, like my mind is someplace more utopic right now... where love is less like poetic theory and more a tangiblity, a kiss or embrace... where I'm more like a palm tree than a pear tree, bending with life instead of snapping beneath my own weight .. where my bananas are always ripe and I don't have to wait for ethylene to do its magic dance in the paper bag of mystery (alright, that wasn't metaphorical in any way... I really just want a good banana right now lol).
I think the full moon is making me crazy.... AAAAAAAARRRRWOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I wish I had a campfire... it feels like I should have a fire tonight. And hugs... I miss hugs. I have more to talk about, really, but I just don't feel like it. It may have something to do with the fact that its 3:20 and I'm full of sleepy tequila. Or maybe...
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I swear I'll post something better when I'm sober and its morning... and by morning, I mean "the morning when other people in my timezone are awake." lol
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Huggles no likey drunk Leezles... >:( They don't call me for months and leave bloody messages on my fridge about tropical fruits! Wait a tic, that's cranberry sauce! Which has absolutely nothing to do with tropical fruits... This is why I enjoy you sober...
How can you possibly miss hugs? You've completely abandoned an untapped cache of hugs! For I am Optimus Huggles, keeper and giver of the greatest hugs known to the superior races from the stars! Come get your hugs now dammit! 'Cause I wants one too... :(
P.S. I'm going to try calling you after I get my shower today...because I know you can smell me through the phone when you ever-so-rarely pick the ruddy thing up! Also I miss seeing palm trees everyday... Kicking telephone poles down with my shins just isn't the same! T_T
That sure heck was a nice moon sundaymorning. A little orange-y, hanging low just above the trees ... Although the orange may have had to do with me drinking liters of Earl Grey, just to stay awake ... I wonder howcome there still is so much left of that Earl, you'd think his remains would somehow have depleted by now ... But as long as he keeps on smelling as fresh as Bergamot I don't really care ... Well, I had exams mondaymorning, ... biochemistry, ... it always turns out to become an exam testing cognitive translational skills rather than actual knowledge of metabolic pathways ... Ever had a professor slide a moleculestructure under your nose and say; "Can you do this exercise for me?" when it's not an exercise but actually a perfectly normal, clear, welldrawn structure ... ? Like; "WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!" -...
I think I did kind of alright this year though ... may blame it on my extra year of experience from last year, ... but I rather think me seeing "The devil wears Prada" at 5 am to make the boundry between evening and morning less significant has made me grasp the insanely chaotic toughtprocesses in sadist saints ...
Oh, and I forgot;
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*huggle*
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Silence
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