... as my life's but a secret of dreams of the day!
Yay, rhyming... pathetic, but still it's rhyming! lol So my first day is over... mostly... at least the school part of the day. Better than I expected... but I generally expect very little! lol To begin it was freaking hot and my face melted off on the way to class... and let me tell you, it's very embarrassing to walk around campus with your skull exposed... hahaha After I had finished sweating 50% of my 70% liquid composition... the day got better... and dryer! It was entirely biochemistry classes today. The lecture course was okay... the teacher seems nice and fair although his grasp on the English language is a loose one... but to be great is to be misunderstood. In other words, his lack of knowledge of American English implies that he's probably very bright. lol And I particularly liked how no words were ever plural and he referred to the class as "the student" like some super entity! Like VOLTRON! hahahaha I totally hope I'm part of the student-voltron's left arm!
Biochem recitation seemed... er... meh, although an animal science major named Mark came up and started talking to me right away. I always despise the first day because I live off campus and therefore lack the hundreds of dorm or sorority friends that most girls have. Thus no one ever talks to me... especially because of my diseases... lol... just kidding... unless awkwardness is a classified disease. It was nice to have a moment to flex my social skills again since my parents' summer imprisonment always atrophies them. It's just a matter of regaining the confidence that constant parental criticism devours! In terms of the class, I hated the fact that we were covering basic chem concepts like Keq and pH and buffering and titration and molarity.... blah blah blah. If I wanted to take Chem 1 twice I would have... but I suppose its good review. Afterall, its been 3 years since Chem 1... back oh so long ago... when I was taking classes with the dinosaurs. lol
I spent two hours this morning blessing jingles with prayers... I can't get the smell of white sage and sagewort out of my noise. I hope this stuff isn't carcinogenic. A moment of spirituality!... yes, its rare for the Leezle but I do sometimes stray from my devout atheism. lol I just wanted to get jingle sewing done today since I was eager to break my 4 day spiritual fasting... but I was running late for class and didn't manage to get one bite of cereal. *uber pouts* make that 5 days fasting... SOOO HUNGRY! Anyway, I'm trying to adhere to a VERY STRICT schedule so that I don't waste a moment of time... that way I can get art projects done without avoiding friends... and I can hang out with friends and still finish some art.... CRAP, I JUST WASTED TIME REPEATING MYSELF! lol Actually, I haven't followed the schedule too precisely today. This is supposed to be my "personal enrichment" time... not my computer time... but I consider rambling to be very enriching. lol I hope the schedule will at least help smooth out any personal problems I've been having... like chronic antisocial behavior for instance! :P
There's a lot of bad stuff that's been going down... but as an attempt to subvert the negative, I'll be brief. For one, the car that we took to Alabama has been sabotaged again and its getting more and more expensive to salvage. For two, my mother's step sister was murdered by her husband... frightfully, this is something that has occurred before in her family. I only hope that my future husband does not feel the need to rid of me in so sinister of a manner. The sadder part was that this woman had fought her whole life to live against endless ailments... only to be taken down by someone she thought had loved her.
My mind wonders and wanders with thoughts it won't expose
But binds up dark reverie in the constricted buds of rose
Such gloom rumination abates the life that there grows
And the bud seals with death imprisoning what it knows
forever to close
'til it goes...
with life's winter.
Gah, I've been in such a mood to write a song... but that's something for another post... and I only have music time scheduled in on Sundays... lol SCHEDULE IS MY MASTER! So it Root... but I'm not programming right now! haha
Ciao for now!
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Long time no see here ;).
Yeah, Spiders are growing freaky-er everyday! I used to love looking at them and playing with the little ones as a kid, but nowadays they always get big and aggressive. It must be the oxygenlevels dropping or something ... *frown*.
Good luck with the schedual! I hope it works out, mine never work out. I even got some students-counseler watching my back last year to try and get a decent schedual. But there were two things which apparently make scheduling impossible; first; my absolute ignorance of time (like; to me there's never, ever, today, earlier, later, yesterday and tomorrow) ... and second; my mother. Mothers and scheduals are really incompatible, unless it's my mother's schedual, but that is boudn to be incompatible with me, apart from being absolutely ripped of realism ...
But enough ramblings on your rambling, I'm stealing time if you're reading this >;p
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